Last month, Wu-Tang affiliate rapper "Christ Bearer" took part in a bizarre and almost fatal "leap of faith," so to speak.

C.B. severed his penis and jumped from a second story balcony at his home in North Hollywood in a shocking suicide attempt.

Christ Bearer was immediately rushed to the hospital following the suicidal incident leaving us to wonder whether Bearer's suicide attempt was intentional or whether the rapper was high on drugs.

Well, four weeks later, the rapper is coming clean, and he admits that his attempted suicide has to do with a little bit of both speculations.

TMZ caught up with C.B. on Saturday and revealed that last month had been a "rough one" for him.

According to the rapper via TMZ, he had been feeling isolated and alone. Because of restraining orders against him, he was unable to see his daughter.

On the day of the incident, Bearer explained, that he was smoking marijuana and began reading a book about monks and vasectomies. At that time, C.B. "felt like his world was collapsing" and decided to perform his own version of a vasectomy that clearly did not end well.

Though things were looking grim as to whether C.B. would get his penis back, he now reveals that plastic surgeons were able to reattach his manhood, and he has regained full functionality in his member except for one thing...he will no longer be able to produce children.

When TMZ asked the Wu-Tang affiliate if he had any additional remarks regarding the incident, he responded, "I am the F**ing Wu Tang."

Um, ok?

The Wu-Tang Clan is an American hip hop group from NYC originally composed of East Coast rappers RZA, GZA, Method Man, Raekwon, Ghostface Killah, Inspectah Deck, U-God, Masta Killa and the late Ol' Dirty Bastard. The group is known for their many hits including "Protect Ya Neck" and "C.R.E.AM."