Lamar Odom really proved to be the opposite from everything we saw on "Khloe and Lamar", his hit reality show with wife Khloe Kardashian. The show was a spin off to the Kardashian's original E! series, "Keeping up with the Kardashians", where the world first learned of Lamar Odom's romance with the famous Kardashian. But Khloe and Lamar's fairytale has been coming to an end as more and more news of Lamar cheating and drung allegations become public.

In the latest news regarding the NBA's troubled player, TMZ has obtained a video recorded on a phone, where we get to experience first hand just how bad Lamar's addiction is. Lamar is seen shirtless rapping with his childhood friend Jamie, whom we met on "Khloe and Lamar", about cheating on Khloe, doing drugs and making money from the NBA. Jamie, who has a reputation of being lazy and using his best friend's stardom to gain popularity of his own, seems to be one of the bad influences cheering on Lamar's "bad boy" phase. In the homemade clip, Lamar "moves around sluggishly" [apparently high on drugs], rapping "bars" like; "And when Khloe's out of town, I still be on the DL/You know what it is/We the QU (Queens) Pimps/Ask any of these shorties/We ran through their cribs."

Lamar who was said to be "making a comeback" as he is currently in Rhode Island training and rumored to be "very close to signing with the LA Clippers" does not look very recovered in this video. It makes us wonder if this sweet, quiet and smart man who we met on "Keeping up with the Kardashians" was all a media persona or did he at some point crash and burn? Even through their sketchy three-month "meet and marry" on the show, we got to love this couple, making their individual spin off ["Khloe and Lamar"] even more popular than the family's original series. "Lamy" Khloe's pet name for Lamar, has really turned into a monster not only breaking the Kardashian sister's heart but damaging his own and his wife's reputation.

Gosh Lamar, we really do hope you spend less time with "no good" people like Jamie and more time rehabilitating. As we know, Lamar's father was a drug addict, giving Lamar a pretty rough childhood, we really don't want to say such a successful Basketball Player take the road into a very familiar destruction. Watch the video below and make your own conclusions, what do you think about Lamar's rap lyrics?