It has been about three weeks since aspiring model and actress Karrueche Tran learned that boyfriend Chris Brown is the alleged father of a 9-month-old baby by Nia Guzman-Amey, a woman that they both knew and Tran partied with on occasion.

On Saturday, Tran had an interview with Iyanla Vanzant on OWN's "Iyanla: Fix My Life" in which she talked about Brown and their rocky relationship.

Social media has been rather unkind to 26-year-old Tran who, despite Brown's lying and cheating, continuously took him back. Tran told Vanzant, and fans, this time will be different.

"How did you find out he had a baby by another woman that he's not married to?" Vanzant asked.

"Honestly, through social media," Tran said. She revealed that Brown had attempted to talk with her in person about it, but it was too late.

Fans have wondered if the Vietnamese-African American beauty is upset with Amey; if the baby is Brown's, that means the "Love More" singer and Amey were together while Tran was Brown's girlfriend. Tran made it clear during the interview that she is not angry the baby's mother. "My issue is with myself and with Chris," she said. "Not the baby, not the mother, not Rihanna, nobody. It's me and him."

Although no longer a couple, Tran revealed she has spoken with the "Loyal" singer since their break up.

"He said he's sorry, he's dropped flowers off and tried to, you know, say sorry and be back in good graces," she said. "He's sorry for what he put me through."

"And how can he possibly make that up to you?" Vanzant asked.

"Now? It ain't no making up right now. No, there's no making up right now," Tran said adamantly. "I'm trying to be my strongest and I understand what he's put me through and I'm fed up with it."

"Not only what he put you through, but what you voluntarily participated in. Because Karrueche, you could have said no at any moment," Vanzant, an inspirational speaker and life coach, said, taking a tough love approach.

"It's definitely on me as well," Tran admitted. "And that's why I said I let myself down."

Brown and Tran began dating in 2011, following his assault of former girlfriend Rihanna. Fans watched their roller coaster relationship on social media, where Tran expressed her feelings openly. This is something she now realizes was a poor decision.

"It's the worst thing to do," said Tran.

Vanzant asked the question on everyone's mind: "Do you really think you'd ever go back to him?"

Tran paused, thinking. "No," she said, shaking her head. "Right now, I'm saying no."

HollywoodLife.com reports that the mother of Brown's baby watched the interview. She has not commented publicly about Tran's interview.

"Iyanla: Fix My Life" staffers reached out to Brown about appearing on the show, but he declined.

"My understanding is that my production team did reach out to his publicists or management team and they were not interested in having the conversation," Vanzant told theGrio. "That's my first hand information that is what was reported to me when I asked would he be willing to sit down."