Lamar Odom wrote what's being described as a "suicide note" sometime before he was found unresponsive and bleeding from the nose and mouth at a Las Vegas brothel earlier this month.

According to Radar Online, the former NBA star scribbled out a rambling note, which at least partly read, "They doing as in Mid-town in Broad day. To a popular face light skinned, un popular by demand, dark skinned, olive toned, Mexican or the other of ****** and everybody put em up!"

Rumors are Odom's phrase "unpopular by deman" was a reference to his then faltering marriage with estranged wife Khloé Kardashian and the ways some insist the Kardashians still tormented him after the falling out.

"Khloé dumped him and established a new relationship with James Harden, another NBA star," Dr. Gilda Carle said. "But the Kardashians were still talking about him on their show. 'Unpopular by demand' is how he felt, and in his confused state it led him to try and take his life."

Sources from the Love Ranch brothel, where Odom was found before being rushed to a hospital emergency room, later told authorities the former NBA Sixth Man of the Year Award winner became despondent over the way he was portrayed in a "Keeping Up With The Kardashians" episode, which had aired just days before he overdosed on a mixture of heroin and cocaine.

A source at the brothel later told investigators, "Lamar was always full of life, but the episode really destroyed him. He felt used and exploited by the Kardashians. He realized the deep hurt they can cause knows absolutely no bounds."

Rumors are Odom now potentially faces felony drug charges that could land him behind bars for up to four years.