Khloé Kardashian might take estranged husband Lamar Odom back because she is reportedly lonely and desperate to start her own family.

According to Hollywood Life, the 30-year-old's notorious clan cannot satisfy her needs when it comes to romantic love. "Her family can't love her and hold her and do all the things she needs done to her when she's in her California king alone," a source claimed.

Kardashian is still unsure whether she should reconcile with Odom or not, but she does not want to spend the upcoming holiday season by herself either.

"That s**t sucks. She wants the real thing and she's tired of being patient," the source said. "The holidays are right around the corner and it's going to be a cold winter and even though she's not sure what to do about Lamar, she knows she doesn't want to be alone.

"Ah, she thinks her life sucks right about now."

Another reason that the reality star is apparently considering getting back with the former NBA player is her hope to be in love once again and have a baby.

"She wants to be in love again. She wants a family," an insider said. "She doesn't want to be pigeonholed as the best aunt in the world.

It certainly seems like Khloé Kardashian enjoys being an aunt to Kourtney and Scott Disick's children Mason and Penelope, as well as Kim and Kanye West's baby daughter North. However, it seems she would rather be a mother and take care of her own.

"She loves her nieces and nephew but there's nothing like being a mother. She wants that," the insider said. "And it's like, here she goes again being the dutiful and proud aunt.

"She's happy for Kourtney and Kim but she's sad inside, because everyone around her is thriving and living and she's stuck. ... Her life sucks right about now."