Khloé Kardashian, who is turning 30, isn't exactly where she thought she'd be by the time she reached the big 3-0. She planned on being married with children. On Sunday's new episode of "Kourtney & Khloé Take The Hamptons," the reality star struggles with unresolved feelings about her divorce from Lamar Odom.

Daily Mail News reports, Kardashian finally revealed her true feelings about her marriage to Lamar Odom, saying if she had the choice right then and there, she would reconsider divorcing him. As cameras rolled, the Kardashian sister shared that she was completely in love with Odom and, for the most part, had a happy marriage. It was the cheating and drug use accusations and rumors that split the couple apart.

During the episode, manager and mom Kris Jenner tries to console Kardashian. She assures her daughter that she will be there for her during this difficult time. But when the famous matriarch of the Kardashian and Jenner family says that she was surprised how fast Kardashian was able to move on and date French Montana, Kardashian becomes unglued.

"Don't say I was moving onto something so quickly because you know for how many f***ing years I was dealing with something," Kardashian responded. "Don't you dare say how fast I moved on with something so quickly ... You're so simple minded, you have no idea how I feel every day. If I had my way I would still be married to Lamar. Like even right now, today, I wish I was still married to him!"

It has been nearly a year since Kardashian filed for divorce from her estranged husband last December, and the case may be headed for automatic dismissal due to inactivity.

According to court documents, Judge Scott Gordon notified Kardashian in October that the divorce petition could be dismissed.